Kuch Ankahin Baaten!!

Ankeh nami si rhe gai,

aanson ke khatam hone par..

hoonth sukhe se parr gae,

shabdon ke khatam hone par..

Bhaut sapne sajae the,

doli ke uthne par,

gudiya ko sajaya tha duhlan ke roop mein

aur gudde ne hath pakra dulha samjh kar..

khel khel mein bas duniya saja li,

tum ko apna bana kar…

Logon ne kaha,

kushiyan toh ghar basane mein hai..

ghar toh saath rhene mein hai..

pyaar toh saath nibhane mein hai..

saath toh saath muskurane mein hai…

rishton ko gulab ka roop diya toh bas khushboo he mili,

kaante toh pakarne par lage..

dekh kar toh unse mohabbat kar li,

dard toh hath pakarne mein laga..

musukura kar toh sapne saja liye,

aansuon ne unko beh diya..

baaten toh chand taaro ki kari thi,

dene ke liye toh sirf andhera he rhe gaya…

Janmo ka saath nibhane ka wada tha tumse,

lekin, kahan pata tha, kuch pal mein he rishte tuut jaenge,

janmo ka intezaar bhaut chota bana diya,

jab apni duniya mein tumne hume basa liya…

khil khilakar pakri this bachpan mein titliyan,

haathon mein band karke, lejaate the door unhen kahin,

khel khel mein yeh samajh na aya,

jo aaj tumne hume samjhaya,

kisi ki bhi zindagi, hamare haath mein thami,

hum sab ki kushiyan sirf udne mein he basi…

rote hue papa ne ab ghar se mujhe bidaya,

tumhare haath mein mera haath jab thamaya,

kuch umeedon ke saath mera naya ghar basaya,

aur tumne sirf choti choti baaton par rulaya…

“sambhaal ke rakh lena meri nanhi pari ko, kaanton ko kabhi chubne nahi diya hai maine”

darr laga kuch samay ke baad,

jab pata chala ke ghar se sab milne aa rahe hain,

ab kaise nazare milaon unse,

jo kushiyon ka tohfa la rahe hain?

Chere pe khamoshi thami thi,

dhadakane zor zor se baj rahi thi,

aur do aksharon ne,

khushiyon ke kadmon ko mor diya,

jab aane se apne parivar ko maine rok diya…

shayad yehi sahi tha,

umeedon ko titli banne se rok diya..

lekin aisa kya tha ke,

apno se he moh mor diya…?

ab kaise batati ki,

chere ki muskaan toh kab se naraaz hai,

sapno ki baari toh abhi tak nahi aai,

khushiyan toh ghar aate he mur gayi,

aur mohabbat ka kuch apna he andaaz hai…

bas ab aur nahi,

yeh khe kar uth chali main..

par logon ne kahan,

akele rhene se zindagi aur bhi barbaad hai..

toh kya karti ab main?

jab rishte he naraz the,

lafzon ko thama deti,

lekin chere sab bayaan kar dete…

ab agar sun leti uss duniyan ki,

jo mujhe apna nahi maan saki,

agar bandh jaati unn baaton mein,

jo apno se he door le gae,

toh bas tham jaati saansen mein ri,

unn khushiyan ki umeedon mein…

par shayad, mulakaat ho jaati, asmaan ki pariyon se,

khul ke karti baaten unse kuch ankahin si..

lekin manzoor nahi hua

kuch aisa karna humse..

haath tham gae, rassi utha ke,

kabhi vaar nahi kiya unpar humne,

kyoki lagta tha ki shayad dil bhaut kamzor hai..

dhulan ke sapne toh saja liye the mann mein,

lekin udne ka sapna abhi pura na hua,

dill ko unke haathon mein thama kar,

chali gai nayi duniya sambhalne…

-” noone else will, noone else can help you fly, leaving behind an abusive relationship… ”

self quoted.

-“love is not where hurt exist”

world quoted.

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  1. Very painful lines. My eye’s full with tears & heart beat is very very fast. But I like it very much.
    Splendid writing👍

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  2. Good stuff. mesmerized

    Liked by 1 person

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